Now I’m scared. I told my mom and she said that if inpatient treatment is what I need, then we’ll do it, but I’m so worried and stressed now! I still have to tell my dad, and now I don’t feel so confident about this anymore. Maybe I can try again by myself and outpatient therapy, I know it’s a common thought, but right now, I just don’t think I’m sick enough for inpatient treatment, and I’m panicking and holy shit I don’t know what to do!


Catching courage to tell my parents I’ve been purging and cutting again, so that with the help of my therapist, we deliberate if going inpatient is the best option for me.

Any advice? Any support words? :S





“I’m not mad at you, I’m just not proud of you anymore”

His words. They hurt. Like a bitch. Ouch. Kill. Me. Please.


itsthebutterflyproject:

My butterfly for the day. [= Her name’s Jessyka. Like always.

itsthebutterflyproject:

My butterfly for the day. [= Her name’s Jessyka. Like always.


Q
Do you know any blogs with gifs of mental disorders/the like? I'm doing I project for school on different affects of abuse and I'm having trouble finding media for it. Also, even though you relapsed, you're still doing such an amazing job fighting <3
Anonymous
A

Sorry, I don’t know any blogs specialized in gifs, but I found this;http://www.whokilledbambi.co.uk/2010/11/winnie-the-pooh-mental-disorders-gifs/  I don’t know if you can use it, because it’s kinda joky, or I don’t know. Let me know if they helped :) and thanks for your support <3


It&#8217;s not wrong to relapse, it&#8217;s not the worst mistake ever, it&#8217;s actually pretty normal, but it surely won&#8217;t make you feel better.
I took this picture right after I relapsed. I was angry, depressed, disappointed, and I couldn&#8217;t stop crying. I hope this is strong enough to make you realize that relapsing won&#8217;t make you feel any better. Sure, for a few minutes you&#8217;ll be in a bliss, but then, then you&#8217;ll wish you had stopped, you&#8217;ll wish you had called someone instead, but it&#8217;s okay, it&#8217;s not something to hate yourself for; I&#8217;m just telling you, before you even think about relapsing, remember this, remember you won&#8217;t feel better, you should calm down and when the urge passes, you&#8217;ll be happier because you just proved yourself that you&#8217;re growing stronger each day :)
So please, don&#8217;t cut tonight, don&#8217;t relapse, don&#8217;t kill yourself, because you deserve recovery, so, SO much.

It’s not wrong to relapse, it’s not the worst mistake ever, it’s actually pretty normal, but it surely won’t make you feel better.

I took this picture right after I relapsed. I was angry, depressed, disappointed, and I couldn’t stop crying. I hope this is strong enough to make you realize that relapsing won’t make you feel any better. Sure, for a few minutes you’ll be in a bliss, but then, then you’ll wish you had stopped, you’ll wish you had called someone instead, but it’s okay, it’s not something to hate yourself for; I’m just telling you, before you even think about relapsing, remember this, remember you won’t feel better, you should calm down and when the urge passes, you’ll be happier because you just proved yourself that you’re growing stronger each day :)

So please, don’t cut tonight, don’t relapse, don’t kill yourself, because you deserve recovery, so, SO much.